LOOK OUT

here's a rough of whats to come

this BOT will be every WHERE

PHOTOSHOPIN'

A previous photoshop'd photo of myself inspired this...

idk what i think when i do what i does....

SUNNY DAY

beach with my sis

NYE

stepped out...ended with old friends LAUGHING =)

the LAST STRAW

i thought he was FLY from first sight

he didnt even notice me that day

then i thought i had a shot

but the gun wasnt even loaded

I GIVE up

POOF be-gone

sooo long mister WRONG

PITTY PARTY

I've never been the girl the guys like at first site

for some reason it's always my best friend of the moment

and im like the dark girl that was with her?

makes me feel UGH (gagging)

when is my shine going to come?

i dont feel UNPRETTY

i know im cute (im not snotty sometimes)

just when will the youngmen i think are attractive see me in the same light?

PREVIOUS THOUGHT (MAY 14,2008)

THE SADDEST STORY

"Doo doo's call me weird

my sisters say I'm mean

Parents say their proud

BUT what does that really mean?

I can't pay my bills

You people don't know what i mean

I had a dream

It came to life

Now slowly but surely it's crushing like a piece of ice

There's the bubbles here and there frizzing like soda

Encouraging me it's right there right there

They can see the sun I'm running towards

Telling me all the rewards

They have visions of me that are blurry for me to see

I'm soo afraid to fail

and they say FAILURE's the biggest piece

Piece of sUCCeSS you see

Why am I expecting myself to fall you ask

It's because I want to be a huge SUCCESS for you all to greet

I don't plan on being mean you see

I just want to be known for remaining ME!"